You know how...?

You know how you want to live a happy, joyful life with a wonderfully happy family and relaxed and joyful children? But somehow these pangs of grief keep getting in the way, taking you back to the painful loss of your unborn baby.

Playing happily with your kids you can suddenly feel overwhelmed by feelings of regret, guilt or shame because of what happened. Maybe you feel at the end of your rope because of your kids acting out or being too subdued and you just don’t know what is making them act like that.

Worst of all, when someone close to you falls pregnant, you feel sad and ashamed because you can’t be truly happy for them and sometimes it’s too painful to be around them even. You just don’t know how you can ever be totally happy again.

Imagine instead...

Imagine a life where you do feel truly happy and joyful. Where you have found peace with the loss of your child and you know in your heart that the soul of your child has found peace as well.

A life where you can totally and completely enjoy all the wonderful and joyous moments with your children – and there will be many of those –, where your children feel happy, relaxed and in their element, feeling their brother or sister is part of the family as they’re supposed to be, and where you can fully and truly share in the joy of your best friends pregnancy.

What would that mean to you?

What would it mean to you if you could live this happy life and look towards the future of you and your family with confidence and joyous excitement?

What would it mean if you could truly enjoy seeing your children grow into happy and balanced adults, without the shadow of the loss of your baby hanging over you like a big black cloud?

I make this happen, it’s what I do.

To help you feel at peace with your loss and with all the emotions that go with that.

To help you and your children make your family whole again, so your unborn baby is at peace too and can move on into the universal bliss and your children feel happy, at peace and themselves again.

That's why I've designed the Peace and Joy Family Program.

Esther Sanders

Who am I?

I'm Esther Sanders. Women who have had an abortion or miscarriage hire me to find peace with their loss and be truly happy and whole again.

Because most are struggling with how to deal with such a loss, thinking they will never get over it or are simply living past it.

So I help them to connect with the soul of their unborn child, to welcome their child into their life and in the end to lovingly and peacefully let go.

Bottom line, they can truly and fully enjoy their life and their family again.

Ready to heal your heart and enjoy the happy family life that you dream of? Let's talk...

The Peace and Joy Family Program is not for everyone. However, if you're ready to see if this is the right journey for you, let's talk. Grab a time here:

Peace and Joy Family Program

I help moms who have lost an unborn baby to be at peace with their loss and to fully and truly enjoy their life and their family again.

First I help you acknowledge that what has happened has happened, no matter how painful, and that there's no going around it, so you can embark on your healing journey.

Then I help you to connect with the soul of your unborn child and welcome him or her into your home and into your life.

After building on that connection, expressing all that comes up for you, I will help you to say farewell to your baby in a meaningful and loving way, so you will both be at peace.

Finally, having let go, grieving and mourning will make you feel like a whole new you, confidently looking towards the future and truly enjoying life as it is.

The Five Stages of the Peace and Joy Family Program

Stage One: Acknowledge

Stage One Finish Line: On completion of Stage One you have acknowledged your loss and the choices you have made, to yourself and to your loved ones, you have acknowledged the existence of your unborn child, and you have recognized there is nothing to blame yourself for or to feel ashamed about.

Stage One Prize: Having taken this first step towards healing you will feel empowered, knowing who of your loved ones will be with you on this journey and knowing there's no need for you to feel guilty or ashamed.

Stage Two: Bring Your Child Home

Stage Two Finish Line: On completion of Stage Two You have named your unborn child and together with your children and your loved ones you have symbolically given him or her a physical place in your home.

Stage Two Prize: You feel a first connection with your unborn child, your children feel visibly more relaxed and themselves and you feel happier and more energetic, really enjoying your time with your children, because they are a lot easier to handle and all of you feel more peaceful.

Stage Three: Connect

Stage Three Finish Line: On completion of Stage Three you have built a deep connection with your unborn child, feeling he or she has really become a part of your life.

Stage Three Prize: You will feel grateful and empowered, having bonded with your unborn child and having started to express yourself and to share your emotions.

Stage Four: A Farewell and a New Beginning

Stage Four Finish Line: On completion of Stage Four you have performed a ceremony for your unborn child, symbolically burying him or her and saying your final farewell.

Stage Four Prize: You will feel at peace with your loss, knowing your child's soul can move on now into the universal bliss.

Stage Five: Happy and Whole

Stage Five Finish Line: On completion of Stage Five you will feel happy and whole again.

Stage Five Prize: You will feel you can truly enjoy the family life you have, and you will feel open to new things that may come your way.

Ready to heal your heart and enjoy the happy family life that you dream of? Let's talk...

The Peace and Joy Family Program is not for everyone. However, if you're ready to see if this is the right journey for you, let's talk. Grab a time here: